Born not by chance!
For seventeen years of my age I thought I am a result of an accident and have landed on the planet by chance. My mom and dad made love like everybody do and to there surprise, I arrived. My mom was really young and I guess they didn’t want me. Life was more exciting for the young couple before a cry baby arrived.
Soon after that, I was sent to another address as an adopted child, (mom and dad were really young and their elder brother had suffered a death of their little kid. So, they adopted me)
This truth was disclosed while I was still in early teenage years. I missed my parents.
Though my foster parents loved me a lot, I was never satisfied and had a much messed up rash childhood. Foster parents were affluent and made me go to a good school, gave me the best of all and yet I was not happy. I always wanted more; I wanted the special love of my own parents.
At seventeen, I turned into a true rebel and wanted to question almost everything. I went back home and asked my own parents for the reason that they decided to give me away to their brother. The answer I got was not worth buying.
Both the sets of parents had a fight and I landed up all alone. I went to college but now I had to earn, live and go to college. It was very difficult.
All these days I felt that I was never needed in this world. I was never needed by my own or foster parents. I lost friends. I lost almost all that I had back at home. My Parents- foster parents, my books, my clothes, my paints, shoes, scrap books and my home.
I lost all that I always wanted.
I had to look for shelter in a hostile city.
The feeling persisted- that nobody wants me, I belong to none and that I am just by a chance.
During this time I met a lady who is an undertaker; she told me about Jesus. Since that day things started changing in my life. I do not want to narrate all the miracles that God worked in my life. However, I realized the plan that God had for me.
Bible says, God's plans are always successful and we are a part of a mighty plan that he has made.
Today I am leading a church and am a transformed person. A blessing for many.
However, What if I were not adopted, not abandoned and not refused? I guess I would have been a usual girl who gets married, has kids, grows old and finally dies one day.
I am so thankful that god gave me a tuff life. The best was that I came to know this Jesus and today I preach the Gospel. Bless those who prosecute you! God loves you he has a great plan for your life. You are not by chance!
Soon after that, I was sent to another address as an adopted child, (mom and dad were really young and their elder brother had suffered a death of their little kid. So, they adopted me)
This truth was disclosed while I was still in early teenage years. I missed my parents.
Though my foster parents loved me a lot, I was never satisfied and had a much messed up rash childhood. Foster parents were affluent and made me go to a good school, gave me the best of all and yet I was not happy. I always wanted more; I wanted the special love of my own parents.
At seventeen, I turned into a true rebel and wanted to question almost everything. I went back home and asked my own parents for the reason that they decided to give me away to their brother. The answer I got was not worth buying.
Both the sets of parents had a fight and I landed up all alone. I went to college but now I had to earn, live and go to college. It was very difficult.
All these days I felt that I was never needed in this world. I was never needed by my own or foster parents. I lost friends. I lost almost all that I had back at home. My Parents- foster parents, my books, my clothes, my paints, shoes, scrap books and my home.
I lost all that I always wanted.
I had to look for shelter in a hostile city.
The feeling persisted- that nobody wants me, I belong to none and that I am just by a chance.
During this time I met a lady who is an undertaker; she told me about Jesus. Since that day things started changing in my life. I do not want to narrate all the miracles that God worked in my life. However, I realized the plan that God had for me.
Bible says, God's plans are always successful and we are a part of a mighty plan that he has made.
Today I am leading a church and am a transformed person. A blessing for many.
However, What if I were not adopted, not abandoned and not refused? I guess I would have been a usual girl who gets married, has kids, grows old and finally dies one day.
I am so thankful that god gave me a tuff life. The best was that I came to know this Jesus and today I preach the Gospel. Bless those who prosecute you! God loves you he has a great plan for your life. You are not by chance!
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